Thursday, October 26, 2006 @10:42 AM
PHS CHALET
2005 PHS GRADUATES BBQ/CHALET.
31ST - 1TH JAN
THE BIGGEST FU*KING NIGHT WE SHALL EVER HAVE.
and im one of the organisers hoho. cant wait.
kena shouted by an emo laopei just now.
shit and now i almost cant stand the way that he talks.....dammit.
TP is the shittiest thing im going through right now, did i mention suckiest?
*say anything, but say what you mean
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @5:52 AM
Drifted Apart
for the first time in my entire motherfucking school life, i ate lunce alone. honestly the solitude sucks like knncbpcb hell. it doesnt really matter, i dont really give about the friends i make in poly. TP is one of the fuckiest thing that ever happened to me.
Main objective: Graduate.
i've just finished reading jm's blog, as in every single past entry. if i had just one nano-bit of my male hormones gone, i guessed i would have probably broke down and cried like a sissy. the stuffs he wrote are really, memory-stirring. the jammings, the outings, the stayovers, im not involved anymore. i dont even know when had i drifted away. BUT i declare jm is one the best people i got to know in secondary school life. hes great =)
she didn pick you? its her bloody fucking loss.
yea and i better spend more time with my roots. they are afterall the most important ones in my life.
oh...and oh...the title is drifted apart isnt it? how can i ever forget.........................her.
*say anything, but say what you mean
Saturday, October 21, 2006 @11:33 AM
Whats Emo?
Have you all ever wished you can smoke 20 cigs in one go?
Have you all ever had the feeling of not feeling anything?
Have you all ever wished you can get away with murder?
Have you all ever felt that your only sense of haven is the four walls around you?
Have you all ever wished you didnt existed?
Have you all ever wished you were someone else?
Have you all ever felt like beating up some people for no reason?
Have you all ever wished you had a bigger penknife?
Have you all ever wished you lived 50 storeys higher?
Have you all ever wished you knew how to tie a knot strong enough to support your neck?
Have you all ever wished the walls you punched will just crumble?
Have you all ever wished the pillows you pound would just cry "stop!"?
OR have you all ever wished to not feel any of those?
Emo (Emotion) isnt a kind of feeling, mood or sense. Its a sickness.
People cry out loud saying they are lonely or whatever fuck the whole world is against them, cmon thats totally not fucking true. The whole world is against people like Saddam Hussein or Osama...............hang on. I think those 2 arab faggots have never had that sickness cause they still had people who respected and care for them.
Pain keeps you alive.
Totally agreed.
Emotional pain that is, it makes you stronger, it makes you wanna make yourself to have a better life, it makes you wanna changing all your bloody flaws.
What about physical pain? NAH it kills you. and it doesnt make you feel better for fuck's sake.
Tell me getting shot in the head makes you stronger or slitting your own throat makes you feel like you have a better life.
Emo is simply a sign of weakness. Cmon people stand up and fight against this bloody disease.
Emo song are supposedly composed to help you fight against it.
So who wants to be emo?
F
U
C
K
Sorry.
No one will fucking pity you.
Stand up and show you emo people out there deserve respect.
*say anything, but say what you mean
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @11:03 AM
Memory
i declare this is one of the best songs i ever heard.
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
*say anything, but say what you mean
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @10:13 AM
gone forever
third one of the year. and it comes within two months. dammit whats wrong with grim reaper.
guess i will learn to treasure my old man more. i might never get to see him again tomorrow.
and yeah..shes probably gone forever, the tinge of sting is gradually fading already.
OH YES. i have learned it finally. eric eric eric eric'sssssssssssssssss tears in heaven. and this is probably the best song i will devote to my three ex-schoolmates.
my deepest condolences.
love everyone thats around you right now even if they are son/daughter of bitches, or else they will be gone forever before you know it.
lesson learnt today.
AND YOU haha you know who the hell you are. love you.
*say anything, but say what you mean