Wednesday, January 31, 2007 @9:55 AM
PAIN
there comes a time when a human being cant take anymore. he or she will give in to the pressure and end his or her so-called torment.
there comes a time when you dont feel like feeling anything. you feed on sadness and anger to give yourself a dose of fake happiness.
there comes another time when we have to make a choice. try or stay. its a difficulty choice and theres no option of not choosing any.
there comes a time when we dont feel accepted by the world. thus we try to prove our existence by unsorted means.
there comes a time when you are so confused that when you look in the mirror, you cant tell who are you anymore.
there comes a time when you wished you were back to the past where everything was perfect and innocent.
finally there comes a time to ask yourself. "i had enough? or should i not fight it?".
when you say, i've lost the strength to fight, why are you constantly searching for a hope?
when you say, i dont mind being sad forever. do you really mean it deep inside?
when you say, i like the feeling of pain as it gives me a feel of this world, do you really enjoy getting hurt?
when you say, the world has abandoned me, did you ever think why in the first place?
when you say, im confused and lost i dont know who i am anymore, then why did you refuse to look at the lights to guide you home?
when you do all this, did you ever considered how the world feel?
pain is selfish.
pain is a mockery.
pain is something that tests your will-power.
he is beside her, and had never left.
they are all beside her, waiting to grasp the past with her.
he is abroad, waiting to embrace her.
love and hope is around her, waiting for her.
waiting for the day when she stands up and finally say,
"i had enough of this bullshit."
laughters and smiles will come again.
as 1 smile makes the world so much brighter.
soon..
*buzzing sound =D
this is exactly how ugly the human world is, people.
my opinion of pain.
*say anything, but say what you mean