Saturday, January 27, 2007 @10:27 AM
UGLY
this entry is very straightfoward. its dedicated to all my friends out there. you might see some things that will make you hate me, but i will love you all in the end. afterall, the phrase goes something like...
"friends forever".
i was dotaing with jonas, willy and ben just now. jonas quoted " a true friend tells you your flaws". i think thats fuckin true and i totally agree with you. who needs friends who suck up to your dick and never tell you your flaws but let you go on with it? but the thing is, people refuse to look up to their flaws. they always use the 2 common ways of escape, feigning ignorance and mantaining their egoistic features. im belong to the latter i guess. but im sure you all know i will never ditch a friend even if they had fallen to hell.
jonas leong and wilson ong. you guys had been my best buds for 12 years+ already. how many people at our age can say that? but the thing i dont understand is, why are you guys being so passive? show some emotions for goodness sake, it aint cool at all if you keep ignoring things around you all the time. jonas, no one will ever tell you this but me; you gotta stop your habit of borrowing money from people. willy, please show pride in the things you do, you need to be more ego which is like the opposite of me. dont you guys think its time to change? afterall its been too long. we gotta grow out of it right now.
to jm's clique:
spending time with you guys, is like spending gold. supremely priceless and wonderful. i sincerly hope we can remain friends till the day we fuckin dig our graves. but theres one thing. i never believed, and im sure that mothernature has never let humans choose their own friends. dont you guys you should let your friends choose you? you know what i mean right? i dont understand, why you all like to shut out yourself from other people, and just enjoy within your clique. jm,hy i doubt you guys rmb the times we talked about our dream. i was so looking forward to it but....nvm. nevertheless, i will never turn away if one of you guys ever need help.
(im sorry, i think im sounding like an asshole but i just gotta say it)
this is specially for melvin.
i cant apologise to you. cause it would be rubbish. im gonna get my retribution for doing this to you. im fuckin sorry. dammit. but i swear we will do you proud.
im sure you people are curious why joey is suddenly acting like an asshole. i think its maybe, friends are too important to me. even much more then my own family. i rmb my dad always kb me say i treat water thicker than blood. but i guess im born that fucking way.
this world is really getting fuckin uglier and uglier. looking at the secondary school students now disgusts me. im glad our level isnt like that, but i really fuckin hope we wont get corrupted by this ugly world. just always remember, even if you will hate me today. i wont turn my back.
i swear my rotting dick on this.
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