Thursday, February 08, 2007 @9:53 AM
Loneliness
which fucking part of you people know whats lonliness? yeah you got your dota friends, your maple
friends,your poly friends, your JC friends.
i've got nothing at all chaocheebye.
who knows the feeling of eating lunch everyday in a school where you hate alone?
who knows the feeling of travelling home everyday alone 1 and 1/2 hrs where mp3 is your best friend?
who knows the fucking feeling of attending a tutorial where everyone know each other except you?
who knows the cheebye feeling of getting your contributions snatched by some motherfucker who was absent throughout the whole project and you cant do anything about it cause they are all friends?
who knows the fucking feeling of doing a 3 man project ALONE.
NONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS OUT THERE HAVE EXPERIENCED THIS RIGHT?
of course you all wont even bother to think twice or probably regard me as some kind of fool.
you all got your friends everyday laughing in the school canteen discussing about projects, or maybe even go to outside kopitiams or maybe even go to the fucking movies.
Tell me God, if you even fucking exist, why am i the only one who goes to a poly class where it is splited up like pieces of shit?
WHY DO I GO TO A SCHOOL FULL OF IDIOTS? cant just one will do??
Tonight i hate every single one of you, you are all motherfuckers.
Today is the fucking shittiest day i ever been in. Slept 3 hrs last night, wake up at 6 reach school at 8, do some cb presentation and class test. the whole fucking project i do it myself. reach home at 5 to accompany my bitch until 10. studied my maths, played a fucking dota match where people dont even have the heart to play only thinking of maple. so now i've gotta complete my fucking project myself, guess i wont be sleeping tonight.
am i pathetic or what?
i do not wish to meet any human being now cause i will really tear his fuck out.
yeah its all about me now, for once. i did so much for people but it never gets appreciated.
you all are just motherfuckers who are enjoying live and will never know whats the meaning of loneliness.
im breaking down now. i need someone to be with me.
tell me i can make it.
today i declare i hate maple and i despise everyone who plays maple.
lets see one day if you have a crisis, will your maple friends stand up for you or not.
hate me if you will.
*say anything, but say what you mean