Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @1:14 PM
Stop And Think
i read huangyong's blog.
i realised something.
something is wrong.
very wrong.
about the bbq stuff, maple or not, or whatever stuffs. something is just wrong but i just cant find the answer now. people are starting to point fingers and say "its not my fault you cant blame me." or "its suppose to be like that then you want how?" or maybe even, "i have done everything i could, its up to them". all these sentences only have 1 thing in common, selfishness. okay maybe i have no right to judge but if no one is going to put this right, i will try to do it.
lets break it down simply.
people nowadays only think for themselves.
it wasnt suppose to be like that. actually im kind of confuse about how am i feeling right now so maybe later im going to lie down and think. so whether isit mmorpgs are killing us? or boredom? food for thought.
fact no.1 = dont tell me its okay to let maple be the main communication between friends.
fact no.2 = no one will give a damn about the advices people give them.
fact no.3 = you find addiction, it doesnt find you.
fact no.4 = there is something wrong with everyone.
actually if you are confused about what i am saying, you should be. cause i dont really know what the hell im saying. i shall go figure out and let this add to my headache of this friday's sup paper which will decide my education.
but the main thing i wanna let people know is,
there are stuffs much much more then just playing dota, maple, going out, etc. you can have many friends but how many buddies can you have in your life? whos true and whos not true? can you really tell?
so whatever you are doing now, stop.
and
think.
*say anything, but say what you mean
Friday, March 16, 2007 @1:40 PM
Love, Hate, Regret
i just finished reading yiyong's blog lol. its kinda weird, although his english suck (with all due respect he is a very nice guy, and its a fact it does suck lol), he manage to put out very powerful emotions through his words. it kinda tingles me on the inside. i know how he feels, as in seriously. spending time on the girl where you thought she could be your world, but turns out you were just wasting your time on false hopes or breaking up a group or team where you have put so much effort into it. its painful no doubt, really painful. i've been through that a few years back before and i will say i took it harder than he did. but anyway yy if you ever read this, YOU'RE THE MAN! or should i say gorilla lol. you're a fucking good person and you will definetely deserve better.
well for some random stuffs about love, i watched around 6 movies with girlfriend for the past week? but i must fucking say, music and lyrics is ownage. we watched that twice in that same cinema,same theatre, same seat and same time slot. afterall you will never get bored watching with someone who you love until you become an insane person =D.
ashdown is taking a short hiatus till november, my results suck and i might start preparing for an extremely long holiday. poly is perfectly ruining the best part of my life, thank you so much temasek poly. no i shouldnt be biase, its just the engineering school that sucks. friends there? fuck them all.
my regrets for choosing tp? hell yea.
my regrets for not studying properly? hell no.
i love my girlfriend, although i usually wont say it when there are others around. sneaky bastards lol. anyway today's bbq was a success. i love you guys and girls.
*say anything, but say what you mean