Wednesday, April 18, 2007 @11:34 AM
The War
im gonna blog weekly from now onwards, as i guess blog is a good way to send messages to people in an easy way.
well,well time passed so fast that i cant hardly recall when was the last time i masturbated. but certain issues amuse me greatly nowadays.
for example, people nowadays like to use bombasticly extreme deep-end kick-ass suck-shit english. in short, chim.
something like...."reminiscencing the unforgotten memorable past". lol?
why go through all that fucking trouble when you can just say "i miss the good old fucking days!".
or something like *wait let me go thru my msn list*...."reminiscencing the love that was like summersweet". thats like lol?! why dont she just say "i just got fucked! damn!", and hey did i see that damn word again.
the world isnt peaceful at all, george bush and lee hsien long lied to you all motherfuckers. the fact is, war is raging everywhere. from the middle-east sands to the urban streets, to the heartlands and to the hearts and minds of people. the lectures about love and greatness? it doesnt exist at all, the truth is people only care about themselves. at least most of them are to be fair. agree with me when i say, no one, NO ONE will ever do anything for others without benefitting themselves. theres a picture in everyone's heart, and the only picture is their ownself. friendster,msn blah..whats up with pictures of the pretty you everywhere? 50/50 pics are all about your glamour, your nick goes "i had chicken chop for dinner today!" FUCK? will there ever be a day where you msn nick is a good joke that will make someone who had a bad day laugh? or motivating someone to get up on his own feet? nope i dont think so. and for one last time, im saying the majority not everyone single soul on this good green earth.
my life is beginning a new chapter soon. it had almost fell apart as some of you might know, but i was lucky. pure lucky. at this point in my life, i realise the biggest sin in the world is wasting a mini-second in your life. but its kinda late i guess.
life is sorta like a battlefield. if you practised everything you have learned in boot camp, you will probably survive the harsh world but you will always be a regular soldier. only if you are lucky you might get promoted to a general. if you act on your own accord in the battlefield, you will most probaby fuckin die, however if you manage to win the war by yourself, you will get promoted to a rank beyond your dreams. it all comes down to a war,
a war between choices.
i would like to thank the people i care about in my life. i might just sneeze hard and snap my neck and die tml so its better to say it when i can.its hard to say it in person you know this kind of things very gan ga 1 lol.
4H,
the best time in my education no doubt. nothing can ever replace it.
my band,
we gotta make more good music junwei,ben and chris!!
my phs friends,
jm,yy,ck,hy,pat,etc
(yes i do care and will help you all if you guys ever need me although i get dao-ed most of the time LOL)
my dawgs,
wz,qx,tim,ban,darren,etc
(you guys gave the world a whole new bunch of jokes to laugh about =D)
my chums,
jonas,wilson,zhihao,aaron,etc
(pri 1 till now, tell me la how many motherfuckers have already ditched the memory of their old friends? i got alot to name but i wont =) ).
my family,
i've got a dumb brother, cold with another, a fantastic mother and a stern father.
cause blood, will always be thicker than water.
my girlfriend,
no comments.
LOL okay sorry she will kill me if i said that, but...she already knows =D
people die everyday,
what makes today different?
do you believe in a better future?
do you feel something special?
i'll be
your distraction.
*say anything, but say what you mean
Saturday, April 07, 2007 @2:38 PM
SUNLIGHT
what if,
you had lost everything...
what if,
you are afraid to stand up again...
what if,
you carry the fear of the person you love most leaving you...
"he never had a perfect family. but then that wasnt important, he love his dad and mom but then cold to his mom on the surface. his dad had left him at a very young age as he went overseas to find a new life. he used to have many friends. laughing,joking,fooling around. even if he never had the wealth or luxury he ever wanted, he was still happy nevertheless. however as he grew on, he discovered how hard it was to live in this harsh world where reality counts and not fairytales. best friends slowly left him because of arguements and disagreements. growing sour with his step-sibling. and maybe worst of all, facing darkness in his room, everyday and everynight where loneliness creeps from under the door. he sunk into a deep deep depression, and he believes that everything in this world will come to an end somehow. he began to find ways that he believes would be able to reduce the loneliness and pressure. he began to reject any joy that might advance in his way. it wasnt like he wanted it, but its just in his personality that he cant betray. he was so afraid to lose everything over again and stand up on his own feet. then one day.
one day, he met a girl of his dreams. a brief courtship and they got together very much in love. however overtime, he began to feel hes pulling down the girl becaues of his depression.he began to keep his feelings from the one he loved most. he began to fear that the girl would leave him because he doesnt know if he would be able to handle the blow. the girl, yet never for one moment had thought of leaving the guy. she knew about his problems, she gave in to him and tried her very best to make his life better. however by nature's will, the guy just wasnt able to stand in the field and face the sunlight. he felt more comfort in his dark hole. he firmly believes that his beloved would leave him but yet he loves her so much. so, what would be his choice? and how will this end?"
yes, this sounds very much like a sad love story. lets all understand how puny and frail a human life is. a single bullet or a single fall is enough to take away a man's breath. the stars are dying and so are we, isit not best to live our life to the fullest in our short 60-80 years lifespan? isit alright to spend the rest of our lives regretting?
or maybe, isit best to override nature's will and end your existence because of cowardice?
i dont think so.
true love, the stars in the sky illuminate below.
if the world were to die.
the lights will guide you
home.
lets stand up, we'll do it together.
*say anything, but say what you mean