Saturday, April 07, 2007 @2:38 PM
SUNLIGHT
what if,
you had lost everything...
what if,
you are afraid to stand up again...
what if,
you carry the fear of the person you love most leaving you...
"he never had a perfect family. but then that wasnt important, he love his dad and mom but then cold to his mom on the surface. his dad had left him at a very young age as he went overseas to find a new life. he used to have many friends. laughing,joking,fooling around. even if he never had the wealth or luxury he ever wanted, he was still happy nevertheless. however as he grew on, he discovered how hard it was to live in this harsh world where reality counts and not fairytales. best friends slowly left him because of arguements and disagreements. growing sour with his step-sibling. and maybe worst of all, facing darkness in his room, everyday and everynight where loneliness creeps from under the door. he sunk into a deep deep depression, and he believes that everything in this world will come to an end somehow. he began to find ways that he believes would be able to reduce the loneliness and pressure. he began to reject any joy that might advance in his way. it wasnt like he wanted it, but its just in his personality that he cant betray. he was so afraid to lose everything over again and stand up on his own feet. then one day.
one day, he met a girl of his dreams. a brief courtship and they got together very much in love. however overtime, he began to feel hes pulling down the girl becaues of his depression.he began to keep his feelings from the one he loved most. he began to fear that the girl would leave him because he doesnt know if he would be able to handle the blow. the girl, yet never for one moment had thought of leaving the guy. she knew about his problems, she gave in to him and tried her very best to make his life better. however by nature's will, the guy just wasnt able to stand in the field and face the sunlight. he felt more comfort in his dark hole. he firmly believes that his beloved would leave him but yet he loves her so much. so, what would be his choice? and how will this end?"
yes, this sounds very much like a sad love story. lets all understand how puny and frail a human life is. a single bullet or a single fall is enough to take away a man's breath. the stars are dying and so are we, isit not best to live our life to the fullest in our short 60-80 years lifespan? isit alright to spend the rest of our lives regretting?
or maybe, isit best to override nature's will and end your existence because of cowardice?
i dont think so.
true love, the stars in the sky illuminate below.
if the world were to die.
the lights will guide you
home.
lets stand up, we'll do it together.
*say anything, but say what you mean