Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @9:44 AM
No Good
some people express their feelings very well. some people not. some people feel their feelings. some people not.
im someone who feel my feelings well, but i cant express it well. very nice. today was perfectly normal, but somehow, for the first time ever, i spoilt a dota game by being an asshole. i knew this was going to make people angry. i knew this was going to do me no good. but i dont have a single bit of regret. i wish i can explain to you yy why i did that. but then again its something you can never understand nor most of the other people. i dont wish for sympathy, i dont wish for anything. if theres something i regret from my actions it would be ck's reaction. never in my life or hellwhatsoever, i will apply sacarsm straight in the face of a friend. lets say if you were me, i would just scolded you and the most get angry.
lets say, the pen hurts more than the sword.
i know what im doing, i know what i did was wrong and childish. but its like a robber robbing a bank. i dont regret anything.
cause
maybe
theres something wronger out there.
sometimes, sight needs to go beyond actions.
sometimes, flesh is not as important as personality.
sometimes, whats meant to be is not always as it seems.
*say anything, but say what you mean