Sunday, August 26, 2007 @1:45 PM
Gift and Curses
i certainly don't believe in using people nor people using me. what i believe is loyalty. give me that and i will back your ass up all the way straight to hell. what i believe is friends, lovers or relatives who give you without asking you to give anything back. i dont believe in asking your friends out the last minute just because you need them there, i would rather it was because you wanted them there to have fun with you. i dont believe in asking your friend to play a game with you just because the game cant happen without them but because you really do want to play with them.
i believe in giving more than you take.
maybe i dont have the authority to say these stuffs.
maybe im even guilty of opposing my own beliefs.
but i think im safe enough to say this openly since recent events and stuffs makes me puke by the sight of disgusting selfishness.
people can just forget you in a moment and be a sudden good friend to you in another moment.
reminds me of a batman villian: "Two-Fucking-Mother-Cheebye-Face".
and oh i was reading jm's blog the other day. he said about why everyone's putting negative posts in blogs.
my reason is simple.
this is even the reason why i started blogging in the first place.
i simply have no other containers to vent my emotions on, i mean have any of you constantly see me in real-life having a foul mood or attituteding? im always smiling fucking around making fun of people and telling lame jokes.
im only human too so i will feel sad sometimes, theres no need to try.
NOTE: NO PUN INTENDED TO MR LIEW IN ANYWAY RIGHT HERE.
phrases of "a friend in need is a friend indeed" or "a real friend does this....,a good friend does this ......, a bad friend does this ......"
ALL ARE JUST BULL.
when it comes it comes.
next time when you get into a dilemma or trouble, try thinking whos the first person on your msn, or phone number you will try contacting first.
for me thats the best way to really find out whats the meaning of the 6 letter word.
"F-R-I-E-N-D"
or it would be just
"F-I-E-N-D".
the significance of R.
R = Real.
*say anything, but say what you mean