Thursday, September 27, 2007 @11:15 AM
Dont See Coffin Dont Shed Tears
A direct translation from a chinese phrase. it practically means, you will only shit on your pants when you are in a real crisis. or else, you are just fucking your life around.
despite my claims, despite my craps, despite my resolution. im back to fucking square one. not because im gonna get kick out of school actually, its really because i dont know how to face my parents. all along they think im an ok student in poly coping damn bloody well. how are they going to react when they find out im going bring them down there to beg for my appeal? if only i can get through this stage one more time. im praying to whatever god that exist out there, let me still be able to sign in to my student account by next thursday.
im not going to self-console. and thanks to the people who tell me im going to be fine, it really makes me feel much better though i know whats gonna come. anw kudos to weizhe, survive in tp for me k.
50% chance. i will not eat,sleep or shit well for the next 1 week. fuck it.
FUCK THIS HEAVY FEAR.
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